Theologically confused

I've been quite confused recently. I'm confused with many  theological teachings... questions like:

- Are we once saved always saved, or are we once saved not always saved?

- Do we need to repent our sins, as Jesus has died for our yesterdays, todays, and tomorrows sins?

- Is the old testament law totally abolished, or does it still apply today, inscribed in our hearts?

- Why can there be 2 Godly man, both hearing from God, but yet get two messages which TOTALLY contradicts each other?

- Is salvation a one time thing, or is it a process?

Well, i'm doing a study on this right now, I was challenged in Pastor Edmund Chan's sunday sermon about making a stand. I need to make a stand in my theology. I MUST do it, because my confusion will just cause me more harm than good.

Please post your comments, if you have any. I really want to hear from you.

Concerns of Late

I wonder... with the current political situation in Malaysia, who is right and who is wrong?

I'm also confused. Right now who is the rightful MB of Perak? I just read in malaysiakini that Anwar has evidence that bribes were offered for the defection. A sum believed to be about RM 5 million!

I'm seriously confused with the current situation. I respect our current PM, in fact I still firmly believe he is the best person to lead us in this unstable situation. The 3 defections of late, the swearing in of the 'illegal MB', the ban on the new MB with his exco, I have come to see the reality of politics. With all due respect, I couldn't believe that BN would force their way to take over the government of Perak... And now with the Elizabeth Wong case, I never thought our former MB of Selangor would give such remarks like this!

Sigh... I pray for Malaysia. I do not understand and know who's right and wrong in this power struggle. BN may be right in some way, however PR seems to be also right in another way. One person I respect once told me this, he said that we as christian citizens of malaysia are made accountable for the situation in malaysia. Should we be concerned about politics? YES! We need to keep a close watch and keep an eye on the current situation. God won't work until we pray. Continue to pray for malaysia. Pray that God will remove the corrupt and place the righteous.

Jesus is EVERYTHING to me

Have you ever heard my testimony on how Jesus touched me? 

I heard this song while driving again, and I was just overwhelmed by it.

Journalling day by day helped me know God better...

And I realize, that everything that I have, is totally blessed by God

I come to realize that God is everything to me. He's not a story, he's not history

The lyrics here totally describes my life with God right now and do take a minute to listen. You will be blessed.

I grew up in sunday school 

I memorized the Golden rule 

And how Jesus came to set the sinner free 

I know the story inside out I can tell you all about 

The path that led Him up to Calvary 

But ask me why He loves me And I don't know what to say 

But i'll never be the same Because he changed my life when He became...  

Everything to me He's more than a story 

more than words on a page of history 

He's the air that I breath The water I thirst for 

And the ground beneath my feet 

He's everything, everything to me  

We're living in uncertain times 

And more and more I find that i'm aware 

Of just how fragile life can be 

I want to tell the world I found  

A love that turned my life around 

They need to know that they can taste and see 

Now everyday I'm praying  

Just to give my heart away 

I want live for Jesus 

So that someone else might see that he is...  

Everything to me He's more than a story 

more than words on a page of history 

He's the air that I breath 

The water I thirst for 

And the ground beneath my feet

He's everything 

And looking back over my life at the end 

I'll go to meet you saying you've been...  

You're everything to me 

You're more than a story 

More than words on a page of history 

You're everything to me 

You're more than a story 

More than words on a page of history 

You're the air that I breath 

The water I thirst for 

And the ground beneath my feet 

You're everything to me 

Lord, you're everything to me

Aetheist's Holy Day

I found this article and thought it was a good read!

Subject: FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY

In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians, Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days.

The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!"

The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays."

The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant."

The lawyer said, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists."

The judge said, "The calendar says April 1st is April Fools Day. Psalm 14:1 states, 'The fool says in his heart, there is no God.' Thus, it is the opinion of this court, that if your client says there is no God, then he is a fool. Therefore, April 1st is his day. Court is adjourned."

Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat
This will most likely be my favourite musical I have ever heard...
I remember during my primary school days I would lie down on the couch and sing along with the lyrics. And right now i think i still can remember 70% of the entire lyrics!! Go listen to it yeah... It will change your life ;P

Since its been such a long time that I haven't updated my blog, I have uploaded this to share with you all the BEST musical in the world! =)

Big bad schedulle....

I just had a feeling... needed to update this place abit... learn abit of html... Anyone have any ideas on where to get nice blog skins? a 3 column one would be nice :D